hmmm

there are days when you indulge in some unflinching introspection...and those when you look back upon life, in lazy retrospection....there are moments when you have to make those tiresome, life-changing decisions, there are times when you are on your own, just you and your life. i feel like an architect, (yes, that analogy had to come in), trying to construct something of a career...but i am a desultory being...i wish i could pursue anthropology now...i wish i knew what is best for me...can any one ever know? the concept of one 'best' decision...whether it pertains to one's career/partner/friends/etc is problematic....best among all the options seems a better bet....i am re-kindling old friendships and that feels good. have i really dug my roots into JU? will i miss it as intensely as i still miss school occasionally? i don't know...only time will tell. as of now, i just wanna make some new beginnings.