mmmm hmmm. cravings. pointlesspost. don'tbother.

i want to eat an enormous slice of a very chocolatey cake, replete with pecan icing. i want ice-cream soda with cherries and strawberries, if such sodas exist. well, i want one even if they don't. and i want to have lotsa whipped cream with blue-berries. i could eat an orchard of rosy, sun-kissed apples. i want a sizzler steak. and an oreo-infested, marshmallow invaded ice-cream sundae. i want cold prawn cocktail in a VERY tall glass...wail i want them all now...boo hoo.

Leia's thoughts on Rover

today is probably the last time I'll see you in i don't know how long. years? maybe decades? sigh. i can't believe that we're having to part on this rather incomplete note. you'll never know how i felt during those several intense days, which now seem so distant. but that was when i associated you with my imaginary construction of you. when i found out what you were really like I didn't like you in the same way anymore. maybe i still liked you, but differently, somehow. we never really talked that much, barring the odd occasion or two. and now we hardly even acknowledge each other's presence. that's alright, really. perhaps someday i will get to meet that person whom i imagined you were.

oouchh!!

well, so i'm going through this immensely painful dental treatment!! gosh, why on earth was i endowed with unecessary wisdom? wisdom inevitably equals pain. nothing more. at least when it comes to teeth.

it is so inpossibly, so unbearably hot. i want to fly off to london. why london? i think it's four years of english. and i desperately wish to visit the Lake District, in an attempt to justify my incessant readings of Wordsworth over the past few days.
erm.
i'm a leetel bit tired of UNI...sometimes i wonder if my Department is more "conformist" than it would like to admit...there's this mainstream crowd, of which i'm hardly a part. but then again, who all comprise this crowd, which seems to keep changing, people slipping in and out. or maybe i don't make enough of an effort. i really don't want to be labelled cliquish though. i like making lotsa friends, despite being closer to a few. and there are many with whom i wish i shared a friendship.

and for the last time, why do people still go on about WHY i'm still single? to set the record straight, i'm still rather, well, old-fashioned and anachronistic. i just can't believe in experimental dating. well, yeah, any form of dating is always a sorta experiment, but i jusr don't think i've met Mr. Right-o yet. or maybe i don't know if i have. whatever. but rest assured, hopefully i won't celebrate eternal single-hood. hmm. i just need to meet someone who is worth sharing the perils of a relationship with. lol.

i seriously need to start thinking of what i want to do with/in life. academic? I.R.? author(i want!) sponsored globe -trekker{yes}...not sure...help!

draft

i wait for the sunset, search for the horizon,
Looking for unanswered questions.
why can't i find them when i need to?
around me the roses stir,
aroused by an amorous breeze.
around me the lone fly buzzes,
for once it doesn't irk me.
i'm too ready with answers.
but i can't find those questions,
which had piled up, in
dis-organised stacks.
perhaps,
I'd left them alone too long.
or maybe they were impatient,
and
unwilling to wait a while,
like most people i see around me.
or maybe i'm just lazy.
yes.
that's more like it.
i'm untouched by the beauty of the evening.
dusk descends too soon, obscuring my vision.
ending my search,
while Morpheus casts
an early spell over my eyes.